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Terrible feelings, dizziness, sluggishness Nerves on fire
Hi, briefly what it's about: I've been suffering for years thanks to my father abandoning the family and a shameful, stupid mother. There were no positive experiences at school or college either. We were spanked and put in care homes, diagnosed but not helped.
As I've written elsewhere (harassment by authorities, care staff), I have a Moloch again this year that I'm fighting against, but I'm more affected than ever, because it's the thing from my old class that's haunting me this time, only in a slightly different body, age and style of dress.
There's no front, no back, no support. It's really hard to deal with the fact that no one is really helping you.
I wanted to ask if anyone knew about this, officially mobbers say borderline. But the feelings are real, but where can I find a suitable painkiller? I only take lavender tablets, but in the end, the only thing that really reassured me was that she still thought of me. Last week was a horror. It's not love at first sight, it's not love, you're totally overexcited and the others play with it. I remember well what passive aggression and lack of empathy are like. I suppose she's actually manipulative and takes advantage of it.
We don't want these feelings, we have them anyway, what destroys feelings?
Friendships, living hurts so much. Something so undignified, I found it hard to bear just now. Unfortunately, the lavender tablets also make me dizzy and give me red patches on my face. So I can't recommend it.
Hi, briefly what it's about: I've been suffering for years thanks to my father abandoning the family and a shameful, stupid mother. There were no positive experiences at school or college either. We were spanked and put in care homes, diagnosed but not helped.
As I've written elsewhere (harassment by authorities, care staff), I have a Moloch again this year that I'm fighting against, but I'm more affected than ever, because it's the thing from my old class that's haunting me this time, only in a slightly different body, age and style of dress.
There's no front, no back, no support. It's really hard to deal with the fact that no one is really helping you.
I wanted to ask if anyone knew about this, officially mobbers say borderline. But the feelings are real, but where can I find a suitable painkiller? I only take lavender tablets, but in the end, the only thing that really reassured me was that she still thought of me. Last week was a horror. It's not love at first sight, it's not love, you're totally overexcited and the others play with it. I remember well what passive aggression and lack of empathy are like. I suppose she's actually manipulative and takes advantage of it.
We don't want these feelings, we have them anyway, what destroys feelings?
Friendships, living hurts so much. Something so undignified, I found it hard to bear just now. Unfortunately, the lavender tablets also make me dizzy and give me red patches on my face. So I can't recommend it.